Rushing rhythmically
Through my mind
Moving inside a life
Slowly in decay
Blood meanders blood
Matters touching every smallest piece of me inside of
Me built from him
Built for you
And
To you
The sound of fear beats
Throughout me now
Filling the crevasses of
My brain
Shaking bones shattering
Memories falling fragments
Out of reach
I hear my children happy
Somewhere laughing
And try to remember
The last day
